As I think about my future whereabouts,
plans, wanderings, I keep coming back to things like this:
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My friends from Minnesota. I think, as I
get older, I find that I want to make my own life, plant my own roots, build my
own house (not literally, of course. I once tried to use a table saw under
supervision, and was doing well until I open-mouth smiled and ate half a pound
of sawdust. Go figure).
But there’s this part of me that wants to
be around people I have a history with. People who have seen me through bad
break-ups, bad decisions, bad test scores, bad driving, and tons of bad hair
days. (What can I say I had to have my own bad short haircut despite the pleadings
against it).
These girls were and are my foundation in
so many ways and I long to live life in a more frequent manner with them. As
usual I’m torn by my independence and my desire to belong to people.
I think that’s why the promise of the Lord
being the same yesterday, today, and tomorrow is so comforting. Because I don’t
know what today or any of my tomorrows may bring but I can be comforted that I
know the One who has my itinerary planned out. The One who understands my need
to belong, to have stability and to be known.
And for that I am incredibly grateful.
